baybee alel

2008-08-20T02:49:00.005+08:00

i'll end my blog with my first 100th post. not much to say. i just hate this blog url. its not who i am anymore. why would i call myself a bitch when im not?

www.seraphicsyahril.blogspot.com

2008-08-09T00:48:00.002+08:00

i miss elyne, fiqah, fawrah, zahidah and all.
easy say, i miss RAMLAHS!!!! BADLY!!!

2008-07-27T08:29:00.001+08:00

sorry for not updating my blog. im too buzy. bye.

2008-07-13T18:25:00.003+08:00

this is mine.

and this is shahrul's

tadaa, the best of the best. kamisah's

and this one is kamisah's also.

shahrul, kamisah and i were deprived for childhood. we were actually
at prata planet coloring chicky meal's free gift. its was fucking fun.
unfortunately, some people just have to push it. they say mine wasnt
nice at all. hahaha. but mine was actaully one of the best. hmph. lol

2008-07-13T17:35:00.009+08:00

do you guys really actually know sphyntrix's history.
of how it started and all? we had soooo fucking much fun in those days.
what happened to sphyntrix now? its re-born. collaborating with F2DM.
and ONLY 6 were from sphyntrix. why name the group sphyntrix? the
leader is sooo bringing down sphyntrix's reputation. having a bunch
of lame people with lame silly trademarks. i've lots of things in mind
about this matter. i just do not know how to type it out in my blog.

click here if you wanna know how lame it can get

2008-07-06T00:40:00.005+08:00

another badge of pictures. moments i will never forget.
all the fun i had with my beloved friends. :)
enjoy~

sorry fiqah! hahahah :) famous in gombak!

time for Dbl O!! PARTY!!! :) hehe.

2008-06-28T03:25:00.002+08:00

pictures uploaded, from susi's birthday to paula & matin outing to ramlah's outing tp clebrating sharul's birthday to tantric to karaoke to sentosa to watever la. hahaha.
enjoy~

2008-06-21T05:07:00.001+08:00

i had soo much fun with sharul just now. touching, grabbing, bitching, mentel-ing, cuci mate, getting jealous, making people jealous. basically, its fun.

2008-06-19T05:41:00.004+08:00

its been a long time since i last update. see the thing is, i dont know what to post. there's nothing interesting about my life. lol! i've been going out everyday yet not much pictures were taken.
i've met akidah. she's cool. she's one of the coolest minah i've ever encountered.
to sharul, i had a great time with you talking at square. its square right? sorry la, long time nvr lepak gombak. should do it again.
to elyne, nyah, aku nak gmbr pat sentosa. lupe nak bluetooth to my phone.

i love this chocolate! according to joey, its from Germany. if im not wrong.

2008-06-10T05:35:00.003+08:00

firstly, dont use the word brag if you just learn it from me. try searching the word "brag" in the dictionary. you just dont know how and when to use the word "brag". let me brag about something. ok i know. i know how to use the word brag. get it? still dont get it? dats because im being lame. or maybe, you just wont understand it.

secondly, why do i even bother to have a blog when i dont confess things? she confessed in her own way. she would have confessed it in her blog if she have internet access. let me tell you something, this is my way of confessing. even if i confess it to you directly, it will be the same old routine, you would want to accept the fact in the first place. now i've confessed. would you accept it? i dont wanna use the typical malay minahs to minahs way of confessing. this is 2008. maybe, we could, sit down at starbucks have some coffee, confessing in a nice way. instead of shouting like an uneducated bitch under the block.

anyways, my blog is neither paula's blog nor bryan boy you know. so the thing is, the whole world doesnt know. only my regulars will know. i see you've read my tagboard? almost everyone knows about you. why use the term "almost"? please count, recheck again and again. how many tagged bout you? one? two? not more than that. quote"if u dun like me, i dun need u to pretend infront of me.."unquote. i should say that to you sia.i wasnt even pretending dat day. i tot you were Ok already. so who's been pretending? me?

thirdly, discriminating you on the net or not, people will never know its you. darling, its a secret i will never tell. to those who knows that its you. then they're just assuming that they're right. some, might never had a clue its you. unless that person, is your friend, then they'll know its you. get it? read it one more time.

hope you'll understand how i feel. your apology aren't accepted unless you treat me to marche. no. not only me, the three of us. including you, it four. ok :)

becareful of using this phrase "i cant be bothered by friendS nowadays" you're not hurting me. you're hurting your two bestfriends.

no time to edit. nites

2008-06-08T18:54:00.007+08:00

i had fun being with my cousins the 3 dara that is.
got tahlil in my house. i missed 2 important events yesterday.
i missed dance explosion and i missed yusri's gig. i discovered
something new yesterday. i don't know that my phone can do such
thing. its called macro, or micro or something. hahaha

2008-06-05T23:53:00.004+08:00

its happening.
i cant believe it.
you're starting to make your move do you?
just do what u want. to you, revenge solves everything.
go ahead. i wont stop you.
just continue this childish behavior of yours.
just bear in mind that you're older than me.

2008-06-05T16:30:00.003+08:00

i've changed my email add. so please add me in msn. thank you.
syahrouge@hotmail.com

2008-06-05T16:02:00.002+08:00

call me plastic.
call me two face.
i don't care.
u might never know if i still hate you.
you might never know if i still hold grudges against you.
your existence means nothing to me.
bitch you came back with problems.
just be thankful that your loyal friends still loves you.

2008-06-03T20:39:00.003+08:00

so, i dont know what to write in this post. and susi's beside me now, watching me type every single word and laughing all day long. haha. :) so i'll just update pictures in order to stop susi from laughing.

happy belated b'day wardah! :)

congrats Fcrew for getting 2nd :)

2008-05-28T05:30:00.004+08:00

you guys are soo not gonna believe me when i say this. something disgusting happened to me just now. i was watch ugly betty season 2 online, while i was eating. its dark in my living room so i cant see clearly what i was eating. then i drank water from my cup and saw this long white thing. in my mind, i thought it's just a rice. then my cup was almost empty and there i was concentrating on this white thing instead of watching my show. when i looked at it properly, it moved. how can it move? so brought the cup into the kitchen where there is obviously light, and there it was. a worm. i went straight to the toilet bowl. i cant stand it anymore. i vomited all my wantons and rice and nutella bread out. ewww! gross siak! puki betol.

2008-05-28T03:28:00.000+08:00

I need a job. Seriously.

I cant live like this

anymore. Its so

freaking bored

staying home. Im broke.

I cant do much without

money. I cant stand lies.

Cheh out of the topic eh.

2008-05-27T19:46:00.018+08:00

pictures ONLY

you know,
if you're using internet explorer,
the fuckingmalebitch
will turn out like
fuck ingmalebitch.
but if you use mozilla,
the fuckingmalebitch will turn
just fine :)
im bored.
are you bored?
then watch this.

you know you love me,
xoxo,
syahril<3

2008-05-25T03:43:00.018+08:00

amalina - linked
sufea - relinked

farrah , laughing and gigling around telling me that she
stole something in 7-11. haha. takot la tu! huhu.

look at her pocket, there's hersheys. :)

went to rp (repubic poly) 'to some of dumb bitches dont know what rp is'
huhu, on thursday and friday. watched fantastic crew cheer. i was fun
playin around in rp with farrah, susi and all :) love you guys la. ate
in cahaya since taman ros no longer exist. but the menu is the same. but
the chef is diff in cahaya. chili crab noodle doesnt taste nice. it was
too watery and there's a new ingredient in it. lemon. ewww. so... it taste
a lil bit sourish. the last time i ate in taman ros was with susi. <3

2008-05-25T03:06:00.008+08:00

who says i love going to johor? i was there for the cheap rokok!
haha. and im just trying mcD coz its not available in singapore. apelah
korang ni... -_-

im such a total loser. a pessimistic bitch who loves to assume. and my
imagination will start to run wild just over small thing that occurred
to me. like, people not replying my msg. i'll start to worry if i were
to say the wrong things to my friends. i'll worry if they'll hate me or
thing like that. i dont have the confidence in anything i wear these days.
i'll just feel very ugly. wats comfortable and best for me? t-shirts and
shorts. dats all. i just dont know how to do the mix and match thingy with
my closet. i'll just wear watever i see.

farrah and others that were in rp on thursday gave bad comments on my
blog. like posting porrige on my blog. well this is the least i can write.
and yes sharul, the picture in this post. was the one i took in woodlands
ok? at least im not posting some lame shits this time. and i updates my
blog. so that people wont read the same same thing over and over again
whenever they visit your blog

2008-05-25T02:53:00.021+08:00

i am so fcuking pissed. firstly, its abt paula's post. dont worry, im not mad at her but her post. but, i dare not sayin anything cause i aint no racist. come on.. :)

slut! i'll tell you bout it.

secondly, to YOU. yes you frankenstein. i hate to hear the fcuking truth that you been hiding from me. well too bad, i have a secret that is awfully as cruel as yours you fcuking shit. i hate you shia. kau nak mati-mati kan aku?! gerrrl, aku tk heraaan. you're just discriminating yourself. seeking fucking sympathy from others. If stealing my friends is your plan all along, go ahead try. lets just see how many of ur new friends would last. i may consider you a bitch, but now, you're more like a whore. who do you look for when you're broke? where do you go to when you have the cash? why do you even bother spending it all on the guys? what about those who have helped you? those who fucking sympathised you? how can you spend your money generously on guys when you, yourself are in a financial situation? one word, stupid. that's what you are. do you even realize who you are and where you stand? talking about being on the best friends list? err FAT chance, u ain't on it bitch! we just sympathise, no, we just err, what's that word, pity. yeah, we just pity for the lost of your beloved. get it? you'll never stop taking advantage of us. you've got flaws, not us. you can never accept the painful truth about yourself. you're just one fugly whore.

keep on making lies you fucking cunt. if you're in the wrong, admit it. dont lie to people that you did it with me. i know i was there. but that doesnt mean im involved. literally, i was only a witness. dont go boasting around that you did all those theft by yourself. coz i was the one who is at risk. u were always the one who kept a look out. so 80% of the credit goes to me. not you. get it? your fucking lies wont go anywhere. now you know why you keep losing friends? if you still dont, then you're just dumb. i'll bet you'll also go around telling people bout me and cry and ask for pity. i dont care if we're not gonna talk after this. do watever you want rembat me whaaateverrr. it'll only shows that you can't accept the fact. just bear in mind that im wrinting this on behalf of other of your beloved friends, whom has been complaining but you. no, not complaining, more of.. bitching. hurts riiight? still dont get whom this frankenstein is? a hoe (female pig), whom is jealous of me. a work buddy, that can't accept that people prefer me than her. n has anybody told you that you look like a down syndrome person? no offence, i don't look down on them, u my friend, err not my friend, u just make 'em look bad. hur hur . buh-bye~

2008-05-21T21:43:00.004+08:00

Went johor again today. and i ate the porridge this time.

2008-05-15T22:36:00.014+08:00

damn cute la this baby
went to paula's mom apartment just now. took some pics.

paula's grandfather's fish

paula's mom laptop

paula concentrate bace blog! hahaha :)

paula removing my blackhead

2008-05-15T02:10:00.015+08:00

pictures. pictures. pictures.
these are pictures taken on sunday. we were eating restoran surabaya :)

and these are the pictures taken on tuesday.

and these are the picstures taken just now in johor. mcD was marvelous

2008-05-11T04:12:00.002+08:00

yay! happy mother's day ibu! :) last year, my sis, arwah dad , mom and i went to sentosa to celebrate mother's day. we took the skyride and luge together. this year...., if only im not broke... well, hugs and kisses for her as a gift. so yar.

well, i've got a great news to share. im accepted in shatec. hahaha. like finally i've got a school.im so happy right now. certificate in hotel management. 15 month course. october intake. school starts at 29 september. well, after this couse, im i'll be admitted to n.s. which is kinda sad.and after ny n.s, i'll be taking my diploma. :)

you know you love me,
xoxo,
syahril

2008-05-10T19:37:00.007+08:00

i went to johor yesterday. i was stuck at woodlands checkpoint for almost an hour. like fuck sia. but at least i got my rokok. :)

2008-05-09T06:50:00.007+08:00

i told you im gonna post this in my blog! haha :)

these are all the pictures taken last tuesday. we went to bali thai. it was farrah's treat. AGAIN. farrah actually wants to treat only fie but she decided to bring sharul and i along because there would be no point if she orders so much when they cant finish the food. so yah... we had so much fun that day. i love bali thai's green curry. its better than barnacles. hahah. :) thank you soooo freakin much farrah! <3

2008-05-06T07:02:00.010+08:00

i just remembered about the fight shahrul and i had in cineleisure.
well, i did my research and it proves that i was right all along. i may be
childish to have brought this matter up again. i felt satisfied because
you're wrong. there was 4 siblings.instead of choosing the movie we wanna watch, we were like arguing loudly about that guy at the center of the poster. at first, i thought its a girl. but he's a guy. shahrul kept saying that the guy in the center is the eldest brother. he also kept denying that there were 4 siblings. he said i never watch the movie properly. i just got to find out that, the guy in the center is a prince. hahaha. at that moment of time, he won the argument. because, i've ran out of words. hahaha. :) still dont believe me? click here. alright, im gonna watch GossipGirl now.

The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe
The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe, completed in the spring
of 1949 (Ford 2005) and published in 1950, tells the story of four
ordinary children: Peter, Susan, Edmund, and Lucy Pevensie.
They discover that the wardrobe in an old professor's house leads
to the magical land of Narnia, currently under the spell of a witch.
The children fulfill an ancient, mysterious prophecy as they help
Aslan save Narnia from the evil White Witch who has reigned over the
kingdom of Narnia for a hundred years.

Prince Caspian: The Return to Narnia
Completed in the autumn of 1949 and published in 1951, Prince
Caspian: The Return to Narnia tells the story of the Pevensie children's
second trip to Narnia, during which they discover that an evil king has
usurped the throne. Once again, they set out to save Narnia, this time
with the help of the rightful ruler, Prince Caspian.

you know you love me
xoxo,
syahril <3

2008-05-05T08:18:00.007+08:00

i have been in a mood of deepening pessimism over all the things
that had occurred to me. i'm worried about myself. i cant stand the
loneliness. my friends are always busy with their own thing. or maybe,
they're not even busy. they just could'nt bother bout me anymore. im
being pessimistic again. which is rather sad. thats why i've been
home lately. watching all these korean/japanese/taiwanese drama.
not going out, unless invited to. i'm nothing now. i've got no talent at
all. unlike you guys. you can cheer and dance. how about me? i cant do
anything. i'm just a useless piece of shit. im nothing compared to u guys.
im always the black sheep in boyfriends, family, basically everything.
this is what i feel. im not as bitchy as i used to be. im not as smart as i used to be. im getting dumber. bye, for now.

2008-05-04T16:44:00.003+08:00

ok, i just finished watching hana kimi two days ago.
it took me a week to complete this show. personally, i think that
hana kimi is better than romantic princess or princess hours.
although hana kimi is an old drama show, i still love it.
jiro is such a turn on. i dont care what you people say but to me, he's cute. :)

2008-04-25T18:39:00.011+08:00

omg! this is naruto shippuden new opening song. personally, i love it. but, everytime i listen to this song, it kinda reminds me of shaman king.

i went to johor last wednesday with my brother, syafiq and my future sister in law, which is is my brother's girlfriend / neighbour. we bought dunkin donuts at larkin. sadly, as soon as it reaches singapore, its already all gone. so, does anyone wanna accompany me to johor? jalan-jalan amek angin, beli donut! lol! hahaha :)

so, this is chase crawford. he's one of the actor in gossip girl.
he's acting as the role of, Nathaniel "Nate" Archibald.
he's freaking cute! i love him. ouh yar, he's also one of the actors in covenant. well, currently, im at episode 11 of gossip girl season 1. and there's still more episodes to go.

you know you love me,
xoxo,
syahril<3

2008-04-22T02:23:00.010+08:00

my father just passed away on thurs, 17/04/08, time; 1923. due to PNEUMONIA. he was an ex-smoker. he stopped smoking 2 years ago. he cant sleep well. he cant even lie
down. so he sleeps while sitting down. he cant breathe properly. he has asthma. so, he went for a check up in alexandra hospital last week. we found out that his lungs has expanded after going thru x-ray. he was warded. still, he cant sleep well. so the doctor gave him sleeping pill. and a machine mas attached to him to help him breathe. but he nvr woke up after that. then he was transferred to MICU. slowly, his organs stopped functioning. kidney failure and had to give dialysis. and then he's coma. and slowly, his brain stopped functioning. from there, there was no point of keeping him. so the doctor topped his medication and told us that he has only a few hours to live. then, he passed away. :'(

stupid doctor! my father shouldnt have went for a check up if he knew that he was gonna die. stupid! but, what to do, it was his destiny.

i feel the lost. ~~losing my father is like losing adidas stuffs. there wont be any more 30% off for adidas items. there wont be any free adidas stuffs anymore.~~ its just so sad that my father had to leave.thinking of him, make me thinks of the house bills and all. its just too stressful. its not that i dont love him. i do. its just that i dont love him as much i as i love my mom. you know, at first, its hard for me to forgive him after all he'd done to me when i was at the hospital. after all the beating up when i was young, almost threw hot oil on me, smacking me real hard with his golf-stick. throwing chairs at me. it was really hard. but then again, i realise i do love him knowing that he's goin away. surprisingly, i cried when he took his last breath.

so, i went out on saturday night. even thou im not supposed to for 7 days. i went karaoke with my bother, syafiq. it was fun. my first time karaoke-ing. setan abg aku nie... hurhur. and im not even supposed to like switch on the computer and tv. but i did. aku setan... lol! went out to causeway point with fie and ayeen to watch movie. forbidden kingdom. it was cool. tapi aku setan. haha.

AFIQ hot! *drools*. :) lol. he came to my house. hhahahahah. really wished he wasnt straight. he talked to me. sadly, he didnt salam me.

what else should i write eh?... ouh... i bought new sluar dalam. lol. tk perlu bilang eh!...

ouh yar... i soo need a job right now. i the hell am i supposed to live without money?.

let me think what else i should write..(after 15 mins of thinking eh) i think thats all. bye. i cant think. was just thinking of afiq... :)

*massytura linked! :)
*faizalcool linked! :)
*amirah linked! :)
*atiqah linked! :)
*andreas finally linked! :)

2008-04-08T11:38:00.007+08:00

so, these are pictures taken. on last thursday and friday , 3&4th march. its just so sad to leave them. nisa brought her son on friday. i finally got to see her son live. comel lah!!

these are photo taken on saturday, 5th march. i went out at noon with fie, andreas and ayeen. supposedly, we were supposed to swim at sentosa. but we did not. andreas doesnt have the mood to. so, we hang out in vivo city. there was a converse fashion show. and they suck. accept for one cute guy. awww. i wished he could be my boyfriend. nahh! daydreaming again. after that we got seperated. fie, andreas and ayeen went to admiralty for their practice. while i met ramlahs at P.S. it was farrah's payday. so she treated us, ben and jerrys. i shared ice-creams with farrah. we tried all the 3 sorbets. we had banana split. its so, freaking nice larr! and its nice to go out with ramlah again. after 4 month of non-stop working. i love you all lah <3

on sunday 6th march, i thorn over at admiralty. i slept all the way while they were practicing. there was a room where you can sleep. but its too cold due to the air-con. i will be scolded by andreas if i make the temperature go higher. so i slept outside instead. they had their performance at ard, 10 if im not wrong. after their performance, we decided to go to jurong east swimming pool. so, ili, zu, andreas, fie, ayeen, susi, waited for the rest at chinese garden mrt stn. aper lagi, susi and i went cam-whoring lah. best tao the scenery. but sadly, my hp, battery low. i didnt get to take pics while i was swimming. haiz... thes are the pics. enjoy :)

2008-04-05T10:00:00.005+08:00

i just got a new phone on monday . syuhaila accompanied me to buy k770i. thank you syuhaila!!! i love you so much. thanks for teaching me how to use sony ericsson phone too. hahaha. felt a lil bit awkward using sony ericsson because im used to nokia. i been waiting for the realease of nokia N96, but it was out yet. people dont believe dat there's such thing. on tuesday, NOKIA company had a meeting in rasa. i was in charge of the coffee break. so, i ask one of the person in that room. "so, can i noe when is the realease of N96. and he said, umm i really dont know. maybe a calique know. i'll check it out and tell u later." after that, nvr tell me anithing. sad kan? it wasnt out yet when i bought my phone. then, paula got what i want. she actually bought N96. cool siak. its like a combination of N95 and N81.

alrite, i wanna share something with you guys, i just got fired on thursday. :'( so i cant change my phone to N96. i cant go shopping with qie and susi at the end of april. haiz. i dont wanna leave rasa. i love the people in rasa. i was fired because i accidentally burned two chairs coz i was playing with the sterno. im so stupid. im like so lost right now. but this is what i ask for right? i said i dont wanna work anymore? ALLAH grant my wish. this is what happened when you dont appreciate everything that you have. stress shia no money. im still holding grudges to the one that stole my phone.

*NYAH, AKU SUMPAH SKALI LAGI, YG KAU TKKAN SELAMAT DI AKHIRAT NNTI.

*i'll upload pics when im free. i gotta go sentosa now. with fie andreas and all bye bye! :)

2008-03-29T21:07:00.007+08:00

i am so fucking pissed right now! to whoever yg terase out there. fucking piece of shit!, i am clearly not your ATM machine you fucking bugger! asal muker aku jer, you ask for money, asal muker aku jer, you ask for rokok. fuck you lar. kalau once in a blue moon tkpe. besar punye puki. tk tau malu punye org. i have my fucking problems too you know! i have to save up to pay my fucking school bills next yr. cibai! kalau parents aku boleh support, tkpe. i am fuckingly, supporting myself and you people still ask for this and that from me. you know how fucking pissed i am? fuck shia cibai!

out of all day, why now? why do i have to loose my phone? WHY? WHY? WHY? HWY? NOW SHIAK? i was planning to spend my money on myself. shopping using my own hardwork money on myself. i need time for myself too you noe. im desperate for love from someone special. im desperate for friends attention. most importantly, i desire love from my family, especially my mom. mybe, i'll just buy a monotonic phone like alif's, this time round. so that fuckers like you, wont steal.

i regret my past life. this is what i call karma. stealing phones was my special ability lastime. cibai shiak.im still pissed off right now. URRRRRRGGGGGHHHHH!!!!!. dah, im goin back to east coast right now. i dont wanna say anithing cause i know they malas wanna layan me. i'll ASSUME that they will say that im over reacting drama queen bitch if i complain about this. this is the reason why i was acting like nothing had happened when i lost my phone. i soooooo need susi right now. i love susi shiak. bein there for me throughout the day. i love you okeh???

i sooo hate myself. i hate working. working really2 sucked. im working like a dog. i've been working more than 15 hrs a day since last tuesday. fucking tiring cibai. but the thing is, if i dont work, i wont have money for myself. i dont want to depend on other's money you know. i hate myself for bein imperfect. i cant even win people's heart. i feel so cheap. i sooooo need a boyfriend right now. but why would anyone want me? im sooo freaking ugly. still growing pimples on my fucking face. has the worst leg hair ever. omgosh, why the fuck am i crying rite now? my tears are actully dripping down to my keyboard. fuck! why would anyone out there care? im a peasant in your eyes anyways.

why would anyone lie to me? you dont have to lie you noe. just tell me the truth and im ok with it. the truth is now all out. even though i dont know a single thing, with just a lil bit of lie, you let the truth out. saket hati aku nyah. tapi tkpe. at least i noe, so that i wont disturb you guys. tapi aku siaper nak halang kau? who the fuck am i betol tk? im imperfect you see. thats all for now. bye bitches!

** NYAH, AKU SUMPAH MAK BAPAK KAU MATI THIS INSTANCE COZ YOU STOLE MY PRECIOUS PHONE. IF I EVER GOT TO FIND OUT WHO, YOU WATCH OUT LAR EH FUCKING PIECE OF SLUT.

2008-03-21T14:22:00.003+08:00

so, last sat, 14th march, i went to sentosa to collect pay even though i noe im gonna be late for shida's chalet. i was late but at least i came. when i was in sentosa, i've decided to visit zaf. hahahha. cute per photographer kemetot. so, ina, zaf and i took the sky tower for free. cool lar sial. maklum lah, jakon. tak pernah naek. hahahahah. then, kok weng, drove ina and i to downtown east for shida's chalet.

i spent the first night at shida's chalet, which is a really big mistake. some incident happened. i should have spend the first night at aranda which is mael's chalet. i heard that the first night was the best in aranda. i should have spent the second night at shida's chalet. so, on sat, i went to smack dat beat 360 to support limited edition and kx's. limited won 1st and k's came in 2nd.

tgk andreas, busok skali. ahhahaha. tkmo marah okeh? :)

i went home on monday morning because i spent the third night at seri's chalet. which is at downtown east also. :)

2008-03-14T06:42:00.004+08:00

so, work was like a torture to me for the past few days. its been raining and all. i even fell sick. i had fever and still continue working just for the sake of this coming weekend. but still, SOME PEOPLE STILL DOESNT APPRECIATE ME. ouh well, who the fuck am i to u anyways.

i had to set up, 500 chairs all on my on wednesday. despite me having feverand flu, i manage to finish it in 5 hours time. which is like so long. im working like a dog, yet so little pay. should i try sales? rather than working in FNB line? sales is much more relaxing. but i love FNB. you get to munch something every 5 mins. how eh? haha.

when the hell do i get the opportunity to shop? i earn atleast 300 a week, and the money will be gone in one day. like wtf lor!! IF ONLY syu is here by my side all along. she could control my money. talking about syu, i didnt even have the time to buy her a b'day gift yet. haiyoh! k lah, im off to watch my naruto and bleach. its 2 weeks since i last watch animae, so, i missed 2 episodes of naruto and bleach. :) bye suckers!

2008-03-10T17:26:00.006+08:00

on 1st and 2nd march,i went to vivo to watch dance works. i like got nothing to say shia. my mind is totally blank. wtf! ahhaha. i'll show pics ok? lol

on 5th march, it was shida's b'day. i went to paula's house to celebrate it.

yesterday, was a really tiring day at work. i started off woring with banquet. then i was transfered to silver shell cafe. silver shell is like a zoo shia. after breakfast was over, i was back to banquet for like afew hours. i was transferred to barnacles when it comes to lunch. its much more relaxing and better than silver shell. i washed i was working with banquet the whole time ystrday. the was a bridal runway show! i got abit bored, and its time to camwhore with my new cell phone. hahhaha.

2008-02-27T19:04:00.006+08:00

kk, i've been working like dog for almost two weeks now.working more than 12 hours a day. And i'll get only a few hours of sleep.i'm supposed to work at 9am today, but i overslept. ahahah. im planning to get a new phone. might be nokia E65. ahaha. i really2 love my job.i get 250 bucks working for 4 days. but its all gone now. hahahahha. im spending more than i earn. i think i wanna be a waiter my whole life. coz i dont think i wanna be a chef. A muslim chef doesnt earn that much. i'm confused with what i wanna do in life. My ITE application for january and april intake wasnt successful. SHATEC? i dont feel like becoming a chef. take hotel management instead?

Do you know that khairul is now working at my place. he cant stand working for two days there. its too tiring for him. hahaha. but i wasnt partnered with him. so he has to work alone. chill uh khai, the work you've done is actually nothing. try taking care of 15 tables for chinese set meal. you'll die. ahhahaha.

i miss fie,sharul,fiqah,elyne,farrah,zahidah and the others. :)

No offence, but personally, i think you're a freak. A total phyco-pathic(i dunno how its spelled) girl who steals people's pictures and edit it. Not only mine, but others. i wonder if you ever ask permission to copy and paste people pics. Songs, lady marmalade, you can even fight with those who has this song on their phone. this is the reason why im avoiding you. you're so scary. i feel like im in prison if i were to be around you every day. sorry to say this not im neither your boyfriend nor your bestfriend coz i've nvr treated you like one. im just your close friend.

i personally love this song. i got to know it from farisha about a month ago. but, its broadcast on 987fm last week. haha. :) taking care.

2008-02-19T22:44:00.001+08:00

aku malas nak update blog.

2008-02-11T00:02:00.001+08:00

kk, i may be a lil bit outdated but i sooo love this song. i've heard this song many times in 987fm but i dunno what the tittle is. i didnt even know that she had a new single. haha. i thought that this song was from her previous album. lol!

2008-02-10T22:41:00.001+08:00

wahh! i hardworking bastard shia last week! but it was fun working during chinese new year... ahhaha. but, im broke again. all my money was spent on my top up card, food and ez-link. haila!

i took a day off today. i was bored, i went out with qie to raffles city for dinner. we had fun just now. we ate in shokudo. ramen was really2 nice!

ramen

hokkaido-style potato pizza

mushroom soup

shokudo grilled chicken

2008-02-02T05:52:00.001+08:00

this is suhaila.
we call her su. im like her fan. she's so pretty! she's even better live. hahah. i miss you! lol. i'll be dead if her bf finds out. ahha.
im freaking bored. :'(

who shall i spend my my time with on valentines day? syuhaila? what should i get for syu? syu loves white tulips... i've always wanted to date syu. even thou we're like brothers n sisters. lol. i've never experience valentine's day before. im always single when its valentine's day. sad huh? im hoping for someone to book me on this special day. or..., spend my time with boyfwens? we're all single... lol. gosh! i soo, need a boyfreind rite now. i kurang kasih sayang u noe... hahahah. ;)

wahh! im working today! and im like soo tired right now. so i better sleep. i wanna eat breakfast, but im too tired to buy food.

p.s, sorry su if i stole ur pic. u're too hot that i cant resist stealing. hahah :x

2008-01-28T09:00:00.000+08:00

happy 20th b'day to my dearest alif alwee!

fucking cibai! you didnt even set my table when im doing cocktail! there wasnt any soup spoon and light soya sauce on my table! what the fuck were you doing inside shia fucker! fucking yourself with the fucking diner fork? fuck lah you fucking indonesian slut. whoever you are, and whatever your name is. your just a selfish slut! you're fucking stingy! you didnt even wanna share your teapot when you have an extra teapot! cibai! satisfaction comes when i spill the hot chinese tea on your leg! serves you right slut! my favourite part was hitting your fucking hand against the door. wahh!really serves you right shia, slut. you know what, you dont even deserve to work there with your stuck-up attitude. just go back to your own fucking country cibai.

work yesterday was extremely tiring. i had to work alone with no one helping.its not easy to take care of two tables at the same time. im too tired to even type rite now. so, good nite all. :)

2008-01-24T16:32:00.000+08:00

i am so fucking pissed off right now. i feel like braking down, but there's no point to it. i lost my fucking money in my fucking work place. cibai! 55 bucks is alot to me shia! my fucking parents doesnt even want to fucking support me. not even my fucking medical fees. what the fuck sial! i dont mind bout the medical fees cause i noe they cant afford it. its too expensive for them. what's worst? they doesnt even wanna give me 2 bucks. when ask, my mom says that she have 5 more person to support. macam fuck! i still have to pay 50 bucks for shatec regisration fee tomorrow.. lagi like fuck! im fucking buzy this week!

working in rasa sentosa resort is so fucking tiring! i have no life. ppl all lepak outside, i work! just for the sake of supporting myself.

congrats yusri for getting 16 points for O'lvl. im proud of you baby! :)

** sorry if there's any wrong spelling or you dont understand what im trying to say. i got no time to edit. gotta go now! :)i miss unity.

2008-01-04T09:46:00.000+08:00

there's a lot of things that i wanna post right now. but, i didnt have the time to. but talking bout expired past is boring. but its okeh.

i soo hate blogging nowadays. im so lazy to post a new post even thou i had somethin in mind.

all i wanna say is that boyfwens had a new haircut. mine is obviously the worst. i love fie's hair color. i love shahril's side hair. mine? fucly. i look like one matrep from far. dapat tau... matrep kewat. hurhur.

this year's countdown was the worst i've ever had. i was soo boring until f4 perform. i love sharil can?? he's sooo freakin hot. but's he's sec 1. so sad. :'( but still i love f4 crew. cool lah shiak.

to you: this is what i was thinking of when i was on the way home. you suddenly change after that incident. i dont understand why you felt leftout. when you're the one who left us out. you played your psp and started attp-ing. i may be right, i may be wrong. dont bother replying on ur blog coz i cant be bothered. i wanna talk to you bout this again if you have the time to spare.

i envy those people who went to sec 5 coz i still love goin to school. i wanna go to school :'( i miss you syuhaila and fatin. we'll meet up someday okeh.

my new year resolution, to be a better person. to be, independent. to clear off my bad name as i was being labeled, "pelacur". cause i had enough and dont want to be one. to get into ite or shatec. to take up culinary skills. to accept myself, and improve my self-esteem.

slot in 10 $1 coin, and you can get shahrul. kiddin. :)

boyfwens feat. shida went out on the 2nd january. took some marvellous pictures in heeren. everyone exept shida slept in the train otw back home. shida and i couldnt had enought fun that day. so we stole lots of cadbury chocolates and some stupid stuffs in shop and save that day.

i miss SYUHAILA CAN?

2007-12-26T15:35:00.001+08:00

I don’t want to come between you and your man
Even though I know I treat you better than he can

Boy I can’t help but wait
Till you get back with him it don’t change
Can’t help but wait
Till you see that with me it ain’t the same
Can’t help but wait
Till you see you for what you really are
Baby boy you are a star
And I can’t help but wait

i'm confused right now. should i be hatin you? or should i carry on this one-sided love of mine. but why do i have to fall for a sweet talker like you? haven't i learn my lesson by now? i was burned but i called it a lesson learnt. steak a return so I call it a lesson learnt. my soul has returned so i call it another lesson learnt. perfect life, aint perfect if you don't know what the struggles are for. falling down aint falling down if you don't cry when you hit the floor. it's called the past cause im getting past and i'm nothing like I was before.You ought to see me now. When you, didn't know me, didn't need me, I wanted to touch me, Couldn't leave me, I couldn't know how, far it would go, I couldn't know if, this was for sure. i should have gotten over you by now but i just cant. is this true love? even if i say that i still love you, i dont think you would even care. i have mixed feelings towards you. are you playing me out? am i that weak, not being able to overcome this matter? but still, you're the best man i've ever had. i love you still. but who am i to say that? and im in no position to say it. i'm noone to you. sometimes i feel stupid, waiting for you. but sometimes, it's worth it. sometimes i feel that i should move on. but sometimes i feel there's a chance to get the love that i desire back. you'll always say, 'no matter what you'll always be in my heart' (secretly) am i the fool now?

2007-12-25T07:13:00.001+08:00

sorry for the lack of update people. my com was down, AGAIN!

15 DECEMBER 2007

i went to support X'S FUNK in punggol sec competition in punggol. duh! haha. afta that, i went shisha-ing at arab street to celebrate mas's bdae. it was fun. farrah, khai, fie, sharul and fiqah was there too. afta dat, we went to east coast to chill.

17 DECEMBER 2007

i followed shida to her workplace to collect her pay. it was at in sentosa. shida and i went to underwater world to watch tortoise dat day. it was huge. then we went nearby to palawan beach to watch baboon. the butt was soo big lorh!. afta dat we met rudiana at lot1 and took neoprints together.

HARI RAYA HAJI

sorry, im tired right now. just wanna tell you that i celebrated my hari raya haji in johor.

2007-12-14T16:37:00.000+08:00

firstly, i wanna thank shida for lending me her hp.
yay! i got a new fone!! i love you shida!
these are the pics taken after our midnight robberies.
:D sorry farrah, couldnt get your cat food.
its too big lah

WANT SOME?

2007-12-11T22:08:00.000+08:00

FUCKING CIBAI ASSHOLE! FUCKING YUSRI, I FUCKING HATE YOU RIGHT NOW. HOW CAN YOU BLAME IT ALL ON ME FUCKING BASTARD! I HATE YOU LAR CIBAI!

2007-12-11T20:59:00.000+08:00

Boyfwens, fiqah, sherman, lukman and the gang went to sentosa yesterday. Boyfwens, fiqah and sherman left lukman and the gang because they're irritating and fiqah was scared because she was the only girl. Then lukman merajok.

The boyfwens went to hacienda last night to meet a'an coz he's going away for a long time and it's his birthday. A'an got drunk badly hahaha. sharul was high and i got a lil headache. God! i need those shots. its so nice! arrgghh! its called exquisette or something. i drank vodka 7-up. if only the bartender put more vodka. then it will be nice. sharul cant finish his vodka so i finished his. Fie finally got his baileys! " i love my baileys!(suare kepit) " Cant believe baileys taste so nice! no wonder he needs his baileys! hahaha.

Its been 3 days now. yusri dont seem to care bout me. He blamed me for prioratising my friends then him. what about him? Working on our anniversary rather than spending time with me.

2007-12-10T09:19:00.001+08:00

everything's back to normal now. shida went to school and i clean up her place. im gonna get my stuff ready to go to sentosa. :)

2007-12-10T08:13:00.001+08:00

Gosh! i cant believe this! i went to shida's house to wake her up. she got exam today. after all my hardwork in doin her project, she fell asleep. And i know that she wont wake up if she asleep. so i decided to wake her up personally. it's her very important day today and she dont want to wake up. she got irritated by me waking her up and then she mengamok and broke her glass window. luckily never hit me. wth kan??? then i threw her tumbdrive in her room and went off. i might be goin Sentosa later. but i broke how? shial betol! i got three box of ferrero rocher you guys. And one box contains 30 rochers. how? shida just msg me. she said thanks for the waking up and letter writing. haiz! how? stress aku. and now? she blame me for braking her glass window. i wont take the blame. cause you were the one who force it yourself. here i am concerning you bout your exam and there u are blaming me for waking you up? is that it? its all my fault? who's fault is it to fall asleep? now you tell me. its just sad that i got no camera. its really badly broken.

2007-12-06T08:50:00.000+08:00

Wahh!! tk boleh angkat seyy today! its 9 a.m right now and i still cant sleep. i wanna call bb ayus but, i think he's asleep. i better not disturb him. i love you bb! :D ouhk. i got bored and did some reading. And guess what? it's about nabi luth! Here i am knowing the consequnces of being a gay. i'm scared of the punishment i get during judgement day.

Kaum Luth.
Salah satu adzab Allah paling dahsyat yang dikisahkan dalam Al-Quran adalah tentang pemusnahan kaum Nabi Luth. Mereka diadzab Allah karena melakukan praktek homoseksual. Menurut kitab Perjanjian Lama, kaum Nabi Luth ini tinggal di sebuah kota bernama Sodom. Sehingga karena itu praktek homoseksual saat ini kerap disebut juga sodomi.

Penelitian arkeologis mendapatkan keterangan, kota Sodom semula berada di tepi Laut Mati (Danau Luth) yang terbentang memanjang di antara perbatasan Israel-Yordania. Dengan sebuah gempa vulkanis yang diikuti letusan lava, kota tersebut Allah runtuhkan, lalu jungkir-balik masuk ke dalam Laut Mati.

Layaknya orang jungkir-balik atau terguling, kerap bagian kepala jatuh duluan, lalu diikuti badan dan kaki. Begitu pula kota Sodom, saat runtuh dan terjungkal, bagian atas kota itu duluan yang terjun ke dalam laut, sebagaimana Allah kisahkan dalam Al-Quran: Maka tatkala datang adzab Kami, Kami jadikan negeri kaum Luth itu (terjungkir-balik sehingga) yang di atas ke bawah, dan Kami hujani mereka dengan batu dari tanah yang terbakar dengan bertubi-tubi. (Surat Huud ayat 82).

Hasil penelitian ilmiah kontemporer menjelaskan, bencana itu dapat terjadi karena daerah Lembah Siddim, yang di dalamnya terdapat kota Sodom dan Gomorah, merupakan daerah patahan atau titik bertemunya dua lempengan kerak bumi yang bergerak berlawanan arah. Patahan itu berawal dari tepi Gunung Taurus, memanjang ke pantai selatan Laut Mati dan berlanjut melewati Gurun Arabia ke Teluk Aqaba dan terus melintasi Laut Merah, hingga berakhir di Afrika.

Biasanya, bila dua lempengan kerak bumi ini bergeser di daerah patahan maka akan menimbulkan gempa bumi dahsyat yang diikuti dengan tsunami (gelombang laut yang sangat besar) yang menyapu kawasan pesisir pantai. Juga biasa diikuti dengan letusan lava/lahar panas dari perut bumi.

Hal seperti itu pula yang terjadi pada kota Sodom, sebagaimana diungkap peneliti Jerman, Werner Keller, “Bersama dengan dasar dari retakan yang sangat lebar ini, yang persis melewatai daerah ini, Lembah Siddim, termasuk Sodom dan Gomorrah, dalam satu hari terjerumus ke kedalaman (Laut Mati). Kehancuran mereka terjadi melalui sebuah peristiwa gempa bumi dahsyat yang mungkin disertai dengan letusan petir, keluarnya gas alam serta lautan api. Pergeseran patahan membangkitkan tenaga vulkanik (berupa gempa) yang telah lama tertidur sepanjang patahan.”

Dengan keterangan ilmiah tersebut dapat direkonstruksi kembali bagaimana adzab Allah itu menimpa ummat Nabi Luth yang ingkar kepada-Nya. Bencana itu didahului dengan sebuah gempa yang menyebabkan tanah menjadi merekah. Dari rekahan itu muncul semburan lahar panas yang menghujani penduduk kota Sodom. Di bawah pesisir Laut Mati juga terdapat sejumlah besar timbunan kantung-kantung gas metana mudah terbakar.

Kemungkinan besar, letusan lava serta semburan gas metana itulah yang Allah maksudkan dalam Al-Quran dengan hujan batu dari tanah yang terbakar. Bencana itu diakhiri dengan terjunnya kota Sodom bersama penduduknya ke dalam Laut Mati.

Serangkaian percobaan ilmiah di Universitas Cambridge membenarkan teori ini. Para ilmuwan membangun tiruan tempat berdiamnya kaum Luth di laboratorium, lalu mengguncangnya dengan gempa buatan. Sesuai perkiraan, dataran ini terbenam dan miniatur rumah tergelincir masuk lalu terbenam di dalamnya.

Penemuan arkeologis dan percobaan ilmiah ini mengungkap satu kenyataan penting, bahwa kaum Luth yang disebutkan Al-Quran memang pernah hidup di masa lalu, kemudian mereka punah diazab Allah akibat kebejatan moral mereka. Semua bukti terjadinya bencana itu kini telah terungkap dan sesuai benar dengan pemaparan Al Qur’an

2007-12-05T08:17:00.001+08:00

let me just say that my life's a bore during holidays. Been searching for jobs for weeks now. For me, searching for halal money is never easy. Well i do work, but that is when im really2 in need of cash. I can really bring home like 300 for 2 days. But there's no satisfaction of holding such large amount of money in my hands. It will just be gone with a blink of an eye. I will always spent it on food. besides, its too risky for a 16 yr old guy like me to work in such risky places. how? I need to have a real job, that way, i can help my parents settle house bills, etc. seriously, i really need a job.

Where should i go after i get my N lvl result? sec 5? SHATEC? ITE? Will i be able to be in sec 5? if im able to be promoted to sec 5, can i cope with studies? i dont think so. Im left with 2 options, SHATEC or ITE. Going straight to SHATEC, will make my parents life harder cause i know, that they definately wont be able to afford the school fees. But on the other hand,im close to my dreams, success of being a great chef. If my parents wont allow me to enter SHATEC, then, im left with no options, taking up culinary skills in ITE. Maybe going to ITE isn't a really bad idea after all. Maybe, after i graduate from ITE, i could work, save up money to enter SHATEC. That way, i gain much more experience and someday, i will become the master of all chefs! hahahahha. :D lol! Sometimes i wonder why i dream alot. first, my 77million, now... hahaha becoming the greatest chef? i dont want to be called "world" u know.

Happy belated sweet 16th birthday to elyne. its just sad that u and sharul forget to invite me. pahh! but nvm. i was out anyways. Wanted to go to istana park to watch x's funk dancing but since rudiana ask me out, haha i followed her lah of coz. Went to banquet greenridge with her. i accompanied her for dinner. There was so much things to talk about. I just felt so stupid to bully her 2 years back. i should have been there by her side. And i finally regretted leaving a friend that knows me for 7 years, better than any my classmates, just to gain new friends. Sorry okeh rudiana. Then i accompanied Shida and Paula for supper at bangkit kopitiam. Wahh! full tao! cannot take it shia! i got a secret to tell you all! im a part time robber in shop n save bangkit. hahahah. Shida and i will go 'shopping' whenever i torn at her place. We will always bring back lots of things. Cereals, chocolates, frozen good, toiletries, air freshner, hahah sometimes stupid stuffs like, sugar? hahaha. giler kan?

I watched disney's enchanted on monday. Nice sweet romantic comedy movie. I wished could i lived in fantasy. I wished my boyfriend could be romantic. haiz. hahaha. i also finished up watching Naruto Shippuden ep 36 &37. Bleach ep 149& 150. not forgetting ANTM cycle 9 ep 11. its just sad lah heather was eliminated. its unfair that bianca won that challenge. i so hate her shia. stupid botak nigger.

I fcuking miss you guys okeh?
syu,fatin,yan,ahmad,naz,haz,elyne,fiqah,zahidah,fawrah,khai.sharul,fie,ika,dodi,matin and especially yusri :D

2007-11-29T21:21:00.000+08:00

da lah eh rahman, aku malas nak layan kau, aku malas nak layan aku. so please. just, watever lah ekh. kau menang. aku kalah. tuk yg kau nak eh? just watever lar ekh okeh? and as expected, dunianakkiamat is just a lame fucker, my old hater i guess. dunianakkiamat has no connection with rahman, just looking for the right opportunity to serang me. i dont know whats ur real intention but yeah, you're STUPID enuf to leave a really big clue there. just watever lah eh. rahman menang, syahril kalah. im fucking sick right now. uuurrrggghh!!! fuck lah penyakit. plz, dunianakkiamat, its true what shida say. kau memang pengecot, asking others to tag for you. pah!! just.. dont let me find out who you really are okeh? bye nak tdo!

2007-11-29T02:54:00.000+08:00

wooooooo! i see hate tags. well thanks for tagging before you guys leave my fucking blog.well, firstly, i ade pengumuman kapade semua. im a freaking gay. Wow!! and im proud of it. i tk payah nak cerminkan diri i kerane, i dah dah lebih kenal diri i nie lebih daripade u all semua ok. so, i tau mane i stand.

So please eh "dunianakkiamat", dunia kau tu yg nak kiamat. Aku nie tgh tinggal di dalam dunia aku sendiri. jgn kepo lah eh. si rahman tuk tkde ape2 kau pulak yg melebih? hahaha buat klakar lar kau ni kan.. pah!! kalau si rahman tu mengamok and tag me such things, aku paham lar. tapi ko siape? i tk suker lar org ngade2. And ur words familiar eh "kalau baek sangat tak pe la.ni da tak keje,..." mcm ade connection la gituk kan? asal? ade org mintak tolong kau ke untok tag aku ke? haha. lagipon, i dah season dgn u all haters lar kan. i think org mcm u nie yg tk patut hidup di dunia. Dari kecik lagi i dah jumpe org mcm u nie. So, kalau u nak sakitkan hati i, you have to do more than dat. Lame sarcasms like yours, dont hurt me at all.

Btw, wa'alaikumsalamwarrahmatullahiwabarakatuh. stop it eh kau i pon tau jawab okeh. people like u, shouldnt have beri salam in the first place.
Eh, dunianakkiamat, i pon pegi madrasah lah eh, so, u payah nak ajar i. kalau u tu a'lim sangat, baek sangat, u should have known that mungutuk tu salah. i rase u tau lah eh hukum-hukumnye tak payah nak diajar lar kan. sejak biler ni aku jadi gay innocent? u ni, buat i ketawe lar seyy. go rahman, go rahman, go rahman go go! woooo!! dunia nak kiamat!!! lame, i noe. Btw everyone, im doin something which i can earn more than you guys ok. but i swear that im not working as a pelacur. dats all lame fucker :D

Lastly to rahman think back, that day when you're with doremon n iffah. what did you say to her? think back lar eh. i dun mind kalau orang bebual blakang. But ko laen, berani ko bebual depan2 aku? hah :) think back lar. kau gay ke, confused ke, ape ke, tu semua tk penting okeh. hahah, i nvr thought that u would read my fucking blog. niways, aku gado ngan zahidah ke ape ke, tkde kene mengene ngan kau ok?

2007-11-27T13:06:00.000+08:00

Victoria's Secret is spicing it up this year! Watch the Spice Girls perform their latest song Headlines (Friendship Never Ends) and more, in their reunion television performance at the Victoria's Secret Fashion Show

And this, hahah. just doin some research.

Romilar AC = "power"

Romilar AC

Generic Name: codeine and guaifenesin (KO deen and gwye FEN a sin)
Brand Names: Bitex Liquid, Brontex, Cheracol with Codeine, Cheratussin AC, Codafen, Glydeine, Guaiatussin AC, Guaifen AC, Guaifen-C, Guaifenesin AC Liquid, Guiatuss AC, Guiatussin with Codeine, Halotussin AC, Iophen-C NR, Mytussin AC, Robichem AC, Robitussin-AC, Romilar AC

What is Romilar AC (codeine and guaifenesin)?

Guaifenesin is an expectorant. Guaifenesin loosens phlegm and increases the lubrication of the lungs allowing for a productive cough and decreased chest congestion.

Codeine is a narcotic. It is a pain reliever and a cough suppressant.

Codeine and guaifenesin is used to treat cough and nasal congestion associated with the common cold, allergies and infections.

Codeine and guaifenesin may also be used for purposes other than those listed in this medication guide.

Romilar AC (codeine and guaifenesin) side effects

If you experience any of the following serious side effects, stop taking codeine and guaifenesin and seek emergency medical attention or contact your doctor immediately:
a rare but serious allergic reaction (difficulty breathing; closing of the throat; swelling of the lips, tongue, or face; or hives); or

confusion, hallucinations, or unusual behavior.

Other, less serious side effects may be more likely to occur. Continue to take codeine and guaifenesin and talk to your doctor if you experience

-dizziness, drowsiness, or sleepiness;

-restlessness or irritability;

-blurred vision;

-constipation;

-dry mouth;

-nausea, vomiting, or decreased appetite;

-muscle twitches;

-sweating;

-itching; or

-decreased urination.

:D dats all. <3

2007-11-26T19:33:00.000+08:00

Let me tell my side of the story. and for once, stop being catty and just read this entry sicerely of after all we were friends.Since you say u're soo lucky, all i thought is i could borrow some of your luck to get this job that i need so much.

Dear kid, if you think that im bringing your name down, thats when you're wrong. All i say to shida was, i was fucking frustrated due to the fact that you bubble me and went on with ritz. i've waited for this job for almost 3 weeks now. so what if you're riding his bike? The least you could do is tell me and we could meet up there. Is that really so hard for you? So, i bend my anger on this fucking blog of mine. And this is all that i told people. and the rest, they have to read our blog. And believe me, im not depending one anyone right now. Im not asking for any help anymore. In this kind of situation? i got used to it already. And i got sick and tired fighting with you all over again coz you'll nvr learn.

* Siape yg mati-matikan siape skarang?
* betul ke, ko tk carik org biler dlm kesusahan?
muke ko independent? hard to believe.
* plz, jgn bual besar. you are still pampered.
ko maseh belum kenal dunia lagi.
* its a big mistake for u to say such thing
bout shida in your blog. better delete it
before anything happens.

Now, tell you what, you better read my saturday's post properly. Because if you think that im blaming you for prom, you're just stupid to even terase. you see, if you dont understand a certain part, all you have to do is ask. dont assume. The reason i didnt get to shop for my prom clothes, is due to my own personal problem. Completely has nothing got to do with you.And plz, sooner or later, everyone and just about anyone will know about the scroll thingy, So plz, you're not the only one who knows about it. Take care obnoxious brat. :D

2007-11-25T05:42:00.001+08:00

Malas aku nak layan org macam gini. Baru ckp siket, melenting lebih. Ngade-ngade. inilah ciri-ciri seorang kanak-kanak yang belum matang fikirannya. Say wateva u wanna say. Dats all :)

2007-11-24T22:26:00.001+08:00

ape lah hak aku untok letak gmbr kau lah kan, so, i finally found a replacement. :D

this guy here is rahman... rahmat? wateva lah eh. i so fucking hate him lar. well he's the bapok next door. dont act straight coz at the end of the day, u are nothing else but a fucking gay!! eeeeeeeeee!!!!!! he's fucking ugly and dare bitch bout me. cibai kan? u are soo fucking lucky that i didnt slap you that time. i guess iffah was the reason i didnt slap you, you fucking cibai! i hate you!!!!!! uuuurrrrggghhh!!!! cibai cibai cibai!!!!

That's not the end of it, I'm tryna let you know I can't,
Get a grip of it is what I'm tryna let you know.
You got a hold or some kind of control of me
I don't know what it is, but I gotta get you gone from me
I'm working at it and it ain't getting no better just tryna be like, yeah, forget it, whatever Instead
of staring out this glass looking at this bad weather, damn I gotta pull myself together
Cause,

do you understand that frustration u have inside u of not getting want u want when u want it badly? well im fucking frustrated right now. first, my prom clothes and now... uuurrrggghhhh!!! how unlucky of me. i never get what i want. unlike you, you get every single thing that i want even that it's not a necessary to you. its not once or twice. if you know that im talking bout u, then its good. i've been feeling this since forever. i never dare to say it right thru ur face. i just never have the guts to say so. let me give some clue, hmmm.. you are that person who changed ur favourite color to mine. baby blue to turquoise? ring any bells? im not picking up any fights against you. because fighting is just wasting time. and i'll be called "childish" again. im just letting you know how i feel towards you. never the less, i still love you. :)please dont get me wrong. im dont hate you because of this. im just expressing my feelings towards you. if you're hurt, sorry i didnt mean to hurt you.

2007-11-23T02:24:00.000+08:00

i want you guys to look at this video. its soo funny. i may be a lil bit outdated but yeah, its funny. zaf and a'an was like talking boout this video during cheer prac just now.

this is the video of Chris Crocker

and this is when Chris Crocker was being interviewed

2007-11-21T23:13:00.000+08:00

My prom nite was a complete disaster. i wasnt prepared. i was broke. i don't know happened to my 200 bucks. i spent it on food i guess.i felt ashamed entering that room with a T-SHIRT. everyone was eyeing on me. maybe because i was the only one with t-shrit. but at least i wore it with shawl and pedro shoes? thanks daanish!
lucky it wasnt in some grand hotel. it was just dunno what guild house at NUS. and the food there sucked! wasted $60 on this stupid event!
tomorrow is gonna be boyfriend's prom nite. i wonder how he look like. haha. confirm cute shia!

2007-11-20T18:42:00.000+08:00

so, do i look more like gwen steffani? or gisele?

2007-11-19T06:50:00.000+08:00

there
is
nothing
for
me
to
brag
bout
prom
nite
today
bcoz
its
sucky!
:)
but thanks daanish for borrowing me his things. i'll be uploading photos when im free ok! :)

2007-11-18T17:10:00.000+08:00

woo hoo! prom night today.
im waiting for zaf to call!
haha. i'll update photos ok!

2007-11-13T18:15:00.000+08:00

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2007-11-13T03:17:00.000+08:00

woo hoo! i just finished watching America's Next Top Model cycle 9 Episode 8. i cant wait for episode 9! haha. episode 8, is about filming a music video with Enrique Iglesias. "not in love" is the title of this song. i totally love heather and i hate bianca! hmph.! and ouh gosh i seriously pitied heather. u will know how i feel if u watch this episode. :(

Enrique Iglesias feat. Kelis - not in love

2007-11-12T03:10:00.001+08:00

i've just finished watching the 23rd episode of Power Ranger Mystic Force. haha. i love it the same way i love watching Mighty Morphin Power Ranger. wahuihui! fun tao! wasting time. and ouh did i love green ranger coz he's so cute but, i would still prefer blue ranger's powers. its 3:03 a.m right now and i better get to sleep. :)

2007-11-10T23:52:00.001+08:00

im fcuking bored right now. i still do not know what to wear for my prom night. haila.. :( well, i still got one more week.
im currently watching this animae called princess princess. its not that great but, its fun to watch. its about three boys entering an all boys school. these three guys has to dress up as a girl in order to receive everything for free. clothes, meals, school fees and many more for free. cool can? i wish s'pore could have these system. haha! lol!. :D thats all. bye!

2007-11-04T07:44:00.001+08:00

update? ok. i bet you guys dont wanna noe bout my b'day. but yeah. i took some pics BUT lazy to upload. heheh :D i recieve 3 cakes. one from my mom, the other from shida and the last one was from bb. bb gave me a small cake and a rose. haha. rose? it died and i threw it away. shida "boh" me lots of things. syuhaila gave me an eeyore mug which is so cute :D thanks korang. i love u all.

i didnt even ate a slice of this cake. it doesnt look delicious. all thanks to my stupid sista. the cake is for me not her. hmph

currently, i just finished watching "romantic princess" comel shia wu zun. haha

okok. during hari raya, my cuzin came and brought yusof along. awww! he's soo effing cute lor! he loves playing with those empty bottles in my kitchen.

2007-11-02T02:32:00.000+08:00

sorry ppl, my com rosak uh.
later when i free i upload my b'day pics ok. :D
happy 17th b'day bb ayus! i love u.

2007-10-20T22:22:00.001+08:00

its already 10:20 pm right now. and i'll be 16 in an 1hr and 40 mins time. haha. i wonder what surprises shida and bb has for me. bye! im meeting shida rite now.

2007-10-20T01:20:00.000+08:00

i just cant understand people nowadays. i know i totally dont fit in with these bukit panjang people cause im not a wanna be gangster.but i mix around with them. why cant they think maturely and settle things in a nice way. to them, beating up that someone is the solution to solve their problems. i hate all these mats and minahs. they cant think properly. semua cacat otak, macam budak kecik. stupid people. i thought only bitches are the worst type of people i've ever experience. but no... these people i mix around with are even worst than bitches. its ok if you dont get what im try to say coz i myself dont understand it too.
anyways, i love KYLE XY. tanx zaf for recommending this tv show. haha. this here is my other boyfriend, besides yusri. Jean-Luc Bilodeau. comelkan die. haha.

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2007-10-15T08:12:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum people, haha im back! chiak! first of all, i would like to wish all of you muslims, Selamat Hari Raya Maafr Zahir Dan Batin. BUT those who never puasa thru bulan ramadhan, dont deserve to celebrate any victory. i had 4 days off because of migrains. Hari Raya this year wasnt as great as the years before. i didnt even jejak geylang this year. haha. i had no new chapal, no new baju kurung. sad can? but its ok. i got new friends.

I just thought that im gonna be lonely having NO friends standing by me when i need them. but i was wrong. i chose to change my lifestyle. slowly, new friends and old friends started to exist in my life. thanks yusri, syuhaila, fatin, fawrah, alif, faliqh & fwens, shida, ika, paula & matin . i love you guys.

my dearest yusri.

fatin, ;>

here comes faliqh, my nurse

shida & ika(dewi). i've known shida for 10 years btw

nice lepaking with u paula & matin :)

farrah, nak kasi khai jealous, pakai aku. hahaha

lastly, alif,my HARUUUU buddy, suddenly pops out on my msn

AND MANY MORE LAR OKAY? SORRY DUN HAVE YOUR PIC :)
TO SYUHAIILA, sorry, alel tkde your pic. u've also deleted your fwenster.
sadly, rudiana wasnt one of my favourites cause she changed into a minah.

2007-09-20T20:32:00.000+08:00

i'm away for a long long time okay?

2007-09-04T20:01:00.001+08:00

I REALLY WANNA KNOW WHO YOU ARE, BEAUTYWITHIN :P

My fucking malay paper is finally fucking over! yeahh! im gonna cry if dont at least get an A2. it was quite easy. i did question no. 6 for paper 1. its something about guru.

"Detik dan saat terindah berputar semula di dalm benak fikiranku. Aku bagaikan tenggelam di dalam perigi lamunan yang amat dalam.Cikgu Ameerah ialah salah seorang guru kesayanganku. Guruku gemar berjenaka.Begitulah gelagat seorang guru yang tidak pernah gagal mencuit hati murid-muridnya."

thats what i wrote. bwahahaha. cheh! feeling2 lar seyy!
ss paper sucked today! i wasted my first 30 mins stressing myself up, thinking bout bb. cian bb i. dtg yew tee penat penat. haiz... i was at zaffy's house lar... studying for ss paper. i love you bb AYUS! :D

"human kind cannot gain anything without first giving something in return. to obtain something that of equal value must be lost. that is alchemist first law of equivalent exchange."

yeah, me and my animae again. childish aint i?
but am i bothered? say what u wanna say bout me but i'm still me. your words can't stop me from watching animae.i think ppl should watch "full metal alchemist" coz its soo effing cool! MEL AMIR introduced it to me. :p

credit goes to IZYAN for uploading my pic :D

2007-08-31T22:15:00.001+08:00

time flies
don't you guys think so?
but,
i flew along with time.
so that every min every sec
would'nt be a waste to me.

can you believe it? i'm actually studying. staying back for classes. it was great. im not expecting for good results for 'N'. all i wanna do is try my best to do well for my examinations.its tiring this week. i went to cikgu nor's house for two days just to improve my malay. im still not satisfied with my grades. getting b3 for malay is not good enough for me. i know that i can do even better. sometimes idling is fun but there are times that i should wake up and stop slacking.teacher's day was boring. having minahs to dance is a disaster. stupid girls! if their intention is just for fame, they're totally wrong! they're embarassing themselves! wahuihui. i missed fiqah, elyne, zahidah, farrah and sphyntrix. i wished i could join the practice but "N" level is far more important than cheerleading.

i took this book from a book i read just now. and i feel that it makes sense somehow. " not that if people meet and talk, everything can be understood, but if you can't see each other anymore, nothing can be understood.

2007-08-27T23:42:00.000+08:00

ARROGANT PEOPLE.
some times people were being put some kind of special position and it gets to their heads. be that a position of a ruler of a country or a husband who is responsible for his family. some people feel powerful because they're in charge. and many, they abused their power. dont they know that they're gonna be a cannibal to ALLAH s.w.t to the day of judjement? with every power comes a great ability. and if you takes advantage of it to serve your own desires, than you'll answer to ALLAH s.w.t . we may not always see justice in this life but justice will definately come in the here after. it teaches us that even for some person with some small amount of arrogance in their heart, wont enter paradise. so we must be humble no matter how much success we've gone through.

school sucked big time today.mrs ong threw ss textbook towards darren during A.E.P haha. serves u right for making so much noise. went out to study with hazirah and glennys at fajar macdonalds. guess what? yusof was working there. he's so cute. like pri 6 boy. bwahahaha! i bought farrah a cute yellow hair band without any reason. hope that she'll wear it and not to keeping it like what she has done to the purse that i gave her. i'll buy you more cute stuffs if i happen to come across any aite! well, i got b3 for dnt, b3 for malay, U for math, c6 for eng! fuck sia! wanna know why c6? because... i was absent without MC for oral. sad huh?

2007-08-26T23:16:00.000+08:00

OMG!
i totally love this girl.
she' Bianca Ryan and she's 11.
btw, she's america's got talent winner! :D

2007-08-25T22:47:00.000+08:00

hello!
hell yeah its a saturday.
but im bored.
i watched ratatouille just now.
it inspires me to become a chef!
i wanna enter SHATEC for sure!

2007-08-24T01:08:00.000+08:00

i watched HAIRSPRAY today!

abeh? big fuck ar? bwahahaha! big fuck lar siol!
damn, HAIRSPRAY was god damn cool sia!! but not as cool as dream girls. i love amanda bynes and zac efron they're so cute! "you can't stop the beat!".i neglected my bb today. sorry ok :p dats all!

2007-08-21T19:50:00.000+08:00

taken from Desperate Housewives.

"a family,
there is nothing more important.they're the one who showed up when we're in troublethe ones who push us to succeed, the ones who helped to keep our secrets.but what of those who has no family to rely on.what happens to those poor souls who have no loved ones to help them in an hour of need. well, most learned to walk wise roads by themselves.but a sad few of us, simply stop trying."

"from the moment we wake up in the morning, till our head hits the pillow at night, our lives are filled with questions. most are easily answered and soon forgotten. but some question are so much harder to ask bacause we are so afraid of the answer.
'will i be around to watch my children grow up?'
'am i making a mistake by marrying this man?'
'could he ever truly love me?'
'and what happens if we ask ourselves the hard question and get the answer that we're hoping for? well, thats when happiness begins."

"gossips,
its just a harmless form of recreation,
its careless talk that deals with polite fiction,
its nasty speculation that is based on not so polite fact.
how do we protect ourselfs from the venomous gossips?
the best way is just to tell the truth,
and wait for people to start talking about someone else."

2007-08-20T20:29:00.001+08:00

wooohoo! hello! okay, i had fun with syuhaila, siti, fatin,yan and bb on saturday night.we went to millennia institude to watch a malay theatre performance. AWANG BELANGA... KONONNYA. it so freaking funny. their jokes and all. there were kaywads acting too!!. luckily i bought this ticket. my $10 was worth it lar seyy. fatin's and bb's laughter was embarassing. they laughed when its not funny at all. the worst part is that they're the only one laughing. weird people. haha! ouh yar and, fatin said that one of the actor has the same personallity as me. "PUAN RUMAH, PUAN RUMAH, buka lar pintu nie, abangla nak terberak lar!"(imagine it with zaf's drag voice). wahaha klakar lar seyy!. at first bb said that he was being forced to watch it with me and we got into a fight. but in the end, he was the one who was enjoying the show more than i do. haiz. the show lasted for 2 hours and it starts at 8.45.
i missed the fireworks at suntec.. haila! tapi tk per, at least i enjoyed myself there. well, on sunday pulak, i got no more animae episode to watch. so, i watch, inuyasha the movie, bleach the movie, naruto the movie 1, 2 and 3. ish, i wished that i can fly over to japan and catch the "naruto shippuden" movie. and today, i woke up late and reach school at arnd 1245. cikgu nor wants to show us our malay result at 12. then, as soon as i reach there, ppl almost went home sad huh? well, i got grade 3 for malay prelims. i deserve a better grade. i really need to improve on my pemahaman. :D this is a trailer of naruto shippuden the movie.

2007-08-15T17:14:00.000+08:00

Sadly, i've finished watching bleach. the next episode will come out
this week so, by sat, i'll get to watch belach episode 137. cool huh!
n yar not forgetting, naruto shippuden episode 25. :D

Watch this video its sooo funny! bwahahaha

And this one too! its funny plus lame!

2007-08-14T18:09:00.000+08:00

Fatin was soo effing mean towards me today,
Fatin was soo effing mean towards me everyday,
well, literally,
Fatin loves fighting with me every recess.
Fatin soo mean. haha! sad u noe. i noe.
but i bored u noe. u understand? i do. lollies.
but why does fatin do that to me?
i noe why. because im irritating. that side of me will
nvr change. being irritating is how poeple noe me.
bwahahaha! i love my bb. do you love my bb too?
get a life. he's mine SUCKERS!!!

I LOVE WATCHING BLEACH, so this is where i am now.
episode 133.

2007-08-13T15:14:00.000+08:00

TO FATIN,
this is 'the way i are'
sang by timbaland, feat keri hilton

wahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!
lain kali tkmo asal ble DL jek!!

2007-08-12T20:04:00.000+08:00

hello! im syahril,
"idle pleasures" is my sobriquet
as i idled away hours dreaming.
and im bored today.

i woke up in the afternoon.clean myself up and everything.then off
to my computer. i watched animae again coz i wanna catch up with my
bro. he's already at episode 135 +++. but im only at episode 122.i
spend the whole day watching bleach.from episode 108 to 122. boring
lar seh!can u imagine? 108 - 122 u noe. each episode takes around
30 min. that will be 11 episode in total. 30 min times 11? hmmm,
5 hr 30 min. haiz, my bb pegi jemputan. how? there goes my 5 hr
of watchin animae idly. and tomorrow is my english prelims. aniways,
i love my bb so effing much. and i also love kurosaki ichigo and
captain hitsugaya in their "BANKAI". not bangkai as in mayat ok.
this is japanese. haha. my cuzin had just broke up with her boyfie.
cian dier.but i'll be here if u need a solace okay cuzin?.

LASTLY, FUCK YOU!!(my computer). FUCK THE VIRUS. THIS IS THE REASON WHY
I REFUSE TO DOWNLOAD SONGS! IM PISSED WITH PHOTOBUCKET!!!! but still
syahir still wont repair, reformat wadeva, this com. sad huh?

2007-08-12T00:43:00.000+08:00

such a boring day today,
im sick. but i manage to watch bleach.
episode 99 - 108. wah tired seyy my eye.
den i met bb at boon lay to watch
a lame band performance. trust me, its really lame.
after dat, he got me, MEE SOTO!
i WAS pissed coz im sick and MEE SOTO
makes me puke. haiz...

2007-08-11T00:28:00.000+08:00

lazy to blog lar seh!!

WEDNESDAY,

* i did'nt attend the stupid ndp celebration in school.
* tanx zaf for the hospitality.
* it was our first month rite bb.. haha lol!
* went to national day countdown at esplanade.
* watch the sallys perform.
* fantastic 4 was great.
* saw LAILA, searchin for her boyfriend.

THURSDAY,

* went to marina square.
* join fatin,yan,syu,ahmad,ahmad brother.
* watch fireworks with syu leaving FATIN behind.
* went all the way to vivo just to send ahmad n bro
to pulau bukom.
* reach home arnd 12.

FRIDAY,

* wake up
* go for friday prayers
* bb teach me how to play 'here in my heart'
* eat, ANIMAE!!(bleach epi 89 - 95)
* sleep
* madrasah :D
* still pissed with photobucket

dats all folks!!

2007-08-07T21:12:00.000+08:00

ARE YOU BOTHERED NOW?

i'm different now

2007-08-06T22:57:00.000+08:00

i'm sorry but that post was writen by ME? i guess you're wrong.
all this time, i wasnt dancing and enjoying life like u ppl are,
fyi im studying ok?. i finally got a compliment from Mr NG,
my eng t'cher.thanks to faliqh, my eng improved. bwahahaha.
and, what took you soo long to read that post of mine? am i bothered?
dream on. i guess it cant be stopped. ppl calls me a whore.if i hear
anyone sayin it depan2 aku, be really prepared for whats coming.
so what are u? a big prick? hey, theres tons of secret that im still
keeping aite!do i even care bout pll tellin me secrets? too bad i dont.
im not like as kepo as you are. maybe that was me 1 year ago?. cant you see?
i've changed. im not that whore anymore. maybe you are.haha. oops.
its sinful to gossip. :D k lah. i dont need to go as for to elaborate it.
u are not changing for the better.continue on with your gossips, it
doesnt matter. coz from here on, im a different syahril. ouh yar,
if you decided not to hate anymore, tell me okay? i'll forgive you.
remember your secrets? its still with me. maybe its already an outdated
secret, maybe, you've forgotten that u told me even, but if your friends
were to find out, gosh whats gonna happen next. :p

[a picture's coming soon wokay! having problems with
fucking irritating photobucket]

anyways, pan, thanks for accepting me, thanks to zaf,syu,fatin,iffah,naz,
glennys and especially you bb for encouraging me to do good. seriously,
things didnt go as what i planned. i had lots in mind but all a can say is..
im sorry.see _ _ _, i get what i want in the end. selfish aint i? i got a
life now. go on with syuhadah or whoever .bb i love you!

2007-08-05T15:13:00.000+08:00

omg lar! i feel like crying shia.
the story goes like this. when scanned, it was confirmed a baby girl
but the mom wants a baby boy. but it turned out to be a snake looking
baby.

2007-07-28T12:42:00.000+08:00

its been a few weeks since im with him now. i miss him sooo fucking much.
the last time i met him was on thurs. he 'HELPED' me with my dnt folio
at bpp. not forgetting having syu,fatin,yan and hannah there too.
wa hui hui.i dont seem to understand why ppl get influenced easily at times.
are they stupid or what? i've moved on with the critisisms i get.so what?
as long as im happy.im not creating enemies. you guys get too emotional on
things sometimes. now listen, if you were to be disgusted to the fact that
i lied to u... maybe u should consider getting disgusted to yourself. u
lied to me too. nt once but twice and more. think back ok gerl! haha.wateva
it is.. i dont hate those who hate me. this time round, im not gonna take
revenge on any of u guys but, hope that karma will return back to you someday.
:D . anyways, as i was reading my madrasah book, i happen to went across
something that u guys might not noe.

FITNAH.

fitnah adalah mengada-adakan satu berita yang tidak benar atau
menokok tambah sehingga memburukkan peribadi orang lain di mata masyarakat.

firman Allah mengenai bahaya fitnah tedapat di dalam surah
al-baqarah ayat 191 bermaksud:

"fitnah itu adalah lebih kejam dari pembunuhan"

fitnah ini biasanya timbul dari perasaan iri hati, hasad dengki dan
dendam pada seseorang. Allah SWT telah menjanjikan siksaan neraka yang
paling pedih pada orang yang membuat fitnah. sesungguhnya fitnah ini
begitu bahaya dalam kehidupan kita kerana dia boleh memutuskan hubungan kekeluargaan, merenggangkan persaudaraan dan persahabatan bahkan juga
boleh menghancurkan sebuah negara.menceritakan keburukkan orang lain
merupakan perkara yang terkutuk dan dilarang oleh agama. masyarakat
akan memandang serong kepada orang membuat fitnah ini.

2007-07-21T22:11:00.000+08:00
tell me what do you noe?
u didnt even hear it from my own mouth
and u're already tellin me that u already noe?
y cant i "express" myself well?

so does the word tt they keep jeering me,
sumthin tt i dun deserve to be called?
yes of coz i dont deserve something that harsh.
too bad i understand it.

all u said was "if only u knew"
how should i noe?
u didnt tell me from the beginning.
i've been waiting for the day u would tell me.
but i guess i've forgotten coz i couldnt be bothered about it no more.

then HE CAME into my life
not knowing that it was the same person
that u were contacting with at that time.
the only thing i knew was was the fact you treat him as a friend.

I asked the one who definately knows abt u.
i:"does this person has got to do with 'him'?"
d:"no."
i:"is this the same person i talked to that time?"
d:"no... it was completely a different person, seriously"

i was so stupid to believe you
why?
because i trusted your words.

why do you have to lie?
youre making things complicated.
imagine if u were to speak the truth that day,
i could have stayed away just for my dear fren.
theres a possibility that u want him for urself.
or theres a possibility that u r lying for him
coz he knows that i cannot be trusted.

maybe u got me wrong there.
i only got to find out AFTER i was with him.
but how?
i was stucked. And i didnt know wat to do.

even if you were to say that took the dirty path,
thats not true.
i didnt even noe i u had a crush on him.
this shows that i didnt scheme.
get it now?

why? i didnt intend to have a fight because of a guy.
but the truth is, im not in the wrong.
its ur fault for not tellin me.
and now... we really do love each other.

to those whom really really understand my story,
thanks alot for giving me advices on how to go thru this.
but now its too late.
him being stubborn, a waste of time