i am so fucking pissed right now! to whoever yg terase out there. fucking piece of shit!, i am clearly not your ATM machine you fucking bugger! asal muker aku jer, you ask for money, asal muker aku jer, you ask for rokok. fuck you lar. kalau once in a blue moon tkpe. besar punye puki. tk tau malu punye org. i have my fucking problems too you know! i have to save up to pay my fucking school bills next yr. cibai! kalau parents aku boleh support, tkpe. i am fuckingly, supporting myself and you people still ask for this and that from me. you know how fucking pissed i am? fuck shia cibai!

out of all day, why now? why do i have to loose my phone? WHY? WHY? WHY? HWY? NOW SHIAK? i was planning to spend my money on myself. shopping using my own hardwork money on myself. i need time for myself too you noe. im desperate for love from someone special. im desperate for friends attention. most importantly, i desire love from my family, especially my mom. mybe, i'll just buy a monotonic phone like alif's, this time round. so that fuckers like you, wont steal.

i regret my past life. this is what i call karma. stealing phones was my special ability lastime. cibai shiak.im still pissed off right now. URRRRRRGGGGGHHHHH!!!!!. dah, im goin back to east coast right now. i dont wanna say anithing cause i know they malas wanna layan me. i'll ASSUME that they will say that im over reacting drama queen bitch if i complain about this. this is the reason why i was acting like nothing had happened when i lost my phone. i soooooo need susi right now. i love susi shiak. bein there for me throughout the day. i love you okeh???


i sooo hate myself. i hate working. working really2 sucked. im working like a dog. i've been working more than 15 hrs a day since last tuesday. fucking tiring cibai. but the thing is, if i dont work, i wont have money for myself. i dont want to depend on other's money you know. i hate myself for bein imperfect. i cant even win people's heart. i feel so cheap. i sooooo need a boyfriend right now. but why would anyone want me? im sooo freaking ugly. still growing pimples on my fucking face. has the worst leg hair ever. omgosh, why the fuck am i crying rite now? my tears are actully dripping down to my keyboard. fuck! why would anyone out there care? im a peasant in your eyes anyways.

why would anyone lie to me? you dont have to lie you noe. just tell me the truth and im ok with it. the truth is now all out. even though i dont know a single thing, with just a lil bit of lie, you let the truth out. saket hati aku nyah. tapi tkpe. at least i noe, so that i wont disturb you guys. tapi aku siaper nak halang kau? who the fuck am i betol tk? im imperfect you see. thats all for now. bye bitches!


** NYAH, AKU SUMPAH MAK BAPAK KAU MATI THIS INSTANCE COZ YOU STOLE MY PRECIOUS PHONE. IF I EVER GOT TO FIND OUT WHO, YOU WATCH OUT LAR EH FUCKING PIECE OF SLUT.

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