let me just say that my life's a bore during holidays. Been searching for jobs for weeks now. For me, searching for halal money is never easy. Well i do work, but that is when im really2 in need of cash. I can really bring home like 300 for 2 days. But there's no satisfaction of holding such large amount of money in my hands. It will just be gone with a blink of an eye. I will always spent it on food. besides, its too risky for a 16 yr old guy like me to work in such risky places. how? I need to have a real job, that way, i can help my parents settle house bills, etc. seriously, i really need a job.

Where should i go after i get my N lvl result? sec 5? SHATEC? ITE? Will i be able to be in sec 5? if im able to be promoted to sec 5, can i cope with studies? i dont think so. Im left with 2 options, SHATEC or ITE. Going straight to SHATEC, will make my parents life harder cause i know, that they definately wont be able to afford the school fees. But on the other hand,im close to my dreams, success of being a great chef. If my parents wont allow me to enter SHATEC, then, im left with no options, taking up culinary skills in ITE. Maybe going to ITE isn't a really bad idea after all. Maybe, after i graduate from ITE, i could work, save up money to enter SHATEC. That way, i gain much more experience and someday, i will become the master of all chefs! hahahahha. :D lol! Sometimes i wonder why i dream alot. first, my 77million, now... hahaha becoming the greatest chef? i dont want to be called "world" u know.

Happy belated sweet 16th birthday to elyne. its just sad that u and sharul forget to invite me. pahh! but nvm. i was out anyways. Wanted to go to istana park to watch x's funk dancing but since rudiana ask me out, haha i followed her lah of coz. Went to banquet greenridge with her. i accompanied her for dinner. There was so much things to talk about. I just felt so stupid to bully her 2 years back. i should have been there by her side. And i finally regretted leaving a friend that knows me for 7 years, better than any my classmates, just to gain new friends. Sorry okeh rudiana. Then i accompanied Shida and Paula for supper at bangkit kopitiam. Wahh! full tao! cannot take it shia! i got a secret to tell you all! im a part time robber in shop n save bangkit. hahahah. Shida and i will go 'shopping' whenever i torn at her place. We will always bring back lots of things. Cereals, chocolates, frozen good, toiletries, air freshner, hahah sometimes stupid stuffs like, sugar? hahaha. giler kan?

I watched disney's enchanted on monday. Nice sweet romantic comedy movie. I wished could i lived in fantasy. I wished my boyfriend could be romantic. haiz. hahaha. i also finished up watching Naruto Shippuden ep 36 &37. Bleach ep 149& 150. not forgetting ANTM cycle 9 ep 11. its just sad lah heather was eliminated. its unfair that bianca won that challenge. i so hate her shia. stupid botak nigger.




I fcuking miss you guys okeh?
syu,fatin,yan,ahmad,naz,haz,elyne,fiqah,zahidah,fawrah,khai.sharul,fie,ika,dodi,matin and especially yusri :D

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