tell me what do you noe?
u didnt even hear it from my own mouth
and u're already tellin me that u already noe?
y cant i "express" myself well?

so does the word tt they keep jeering me,
sumthin tt i dun deserve to be called?
yes of coz i dont deserve something that harsh.
too bad i understand it.

all u said was "if only u knew"
how should i noe?
u didnt tell me from the beginning.
i've been waiting for the day u would tell me.
but i guess i've forgotten coz i couldnt be bothered about it no more.

then HE CAME into my life
not knowing that it was the same person
that u were contacting with at that time.
the only thing i knew was was the fact you treat him as a friend.

I asked the one who definately knows abt u.
i:"does this person has got to do with 'him'?"
d:"no."
i:"is this the same person i talked to that time?"
d:"no... it was completely a different person, seriously"

i was so stupid to believe you
why?
because i trusted your words.

why do you have to lie?
youre making things complicated.
imagine if u were to speak the truth that day,
i could have stayed away just for my dear fren.
theres a possibility that u want him for urself.
or theres a possibility that u r lying for him
coz he knows that i cannot be trusted.

maybe u got me wrong there.
i only got to find out AFTER i was with him.
but how?
i was stucked. And i didnt know wat to do.

even if you were to say that took the dirty path,
thats not true.
i didnt even noe i u had a crush on him.
this shows that i didnt scheme.
get it now?

why? i didnt intend to have a fight because of a guy.
but the truth is, im not in the wrong.
its ur fault for not tellin me.
and now... we really do love each other.

to those whom really really understand my story,
thanks alot for giving me advices on how to go thru this.
but now its too late.
him being stubborn, a waste of time